Father Renteria’s religious struggle…hits close to home

Posted on March 23rd, 2007 in Intro to MODL 5304 by amylittlemac

 One of the most interesting and powerful points in Juan Rulfo’s novel Pedro Paramo is the use of religion in context will all of the characters associated in the book…most pointedly, Father Reneria. In a community where everyone uses the tools of relgion to get by on a day to day basis, Father Reneria began, we can assume, as a faithful, loving, hopeful, moral, and dedicated man of the cloth that strived to live a good life in his faith. However, a disillusionment of this religion is birthed by two cataclytic events in Father Reneria’s life. Upon the killing of his brother by Miguel Paramo, and the rape of his niece, Reneria embarks on an inner struggle with himeself, his faith, and the outside corruption of the world and society.

Is the outside world and society so powerful that it can take a man of such extreme faith, such as Reneria, and turn him against himself and his faith? If this is so for a priest, what hope can we as “mere people” have in store for ourselves. If the leader of the church and community struggles with inner thoughts of greed, hate, and revence….how can just and ordinary person continue on a path of rightousness and goodness. Are daily prayers and confession enough? Is it true forgivemess if one asks for the forgiveness and then CONTINUES to pursue the acts they orignally asked forgivemess for?

A poingnant moment in the book is during Reneria’s confession. The struggle is so apparent that the words “i have sinned” and the taste of blood in his mouth leaves a vision that Reneria is losing his faith..his very life to the corruption and greed around him in his life.  Rulfo uses the loss of Reneria’s faith and morality to prove a point. Is there a way to eternal salvation by acts alone? Is society’s faith in itself strong enough to overcome and use only partial parts of relgion to achieve its whole goal?

I have witnessed many levels of faith, morality, good acts, and more associated with relgion my entire life. Rulfo uses a priest to show the power of society and its pressures on just about anyone, regardless of their faith level, title in life, or even WANT TO in life. He also uses the people of Comalan to demonstrate how easily people are swayed to believe what THEY want to believe to be true, rather than what is true (subjective).

 The church I attended growing up had something HORRIBLE happen while going there. The pastor was arrested for rape, child molestation, child pornography, and assault. The entire church was uprooted, split, and many never returned due to a loss in faith. How could the “big guy” get so far gone? Was the outside corruption so much that he lost his original morality? Did he ever have any morals at all? If the pastor can be so easity swayed away and led astray….what would happen to us “regular” followers? Is is enough, as Rulfo makes the point in his novel, that a simple prayer or daily confession is enough to erase away all the sin and guilt?

Rulfo points out society’s weaknesses and criticizes the greed and corruption of a people. He goes so far as to show the one figure that should not be corrupted….be corrupted to such a degree in his heart that he essentially loses who he is. The absence of faith in Renteria and the people of Comalan shows just how powerful the outside world can be and the pressures it brings upon people, even those dedicated to living their lives for a good purpose.

 I, however naive it sounds, still believe to the nth degree in human spirit, love, hope, and faith. If not, i would not be able to stand it….I just look at my family, friends, and loved ones and know that no matter how hard this world pushes you down….you will stand again.

Don’t Forget…its Ash Wednesday…What are you going to give up?

Posted on February 21st, 2007 in Intro to MODL 5304 by amylittlemac

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lent

  After some thought….I have decided to give up……chips, salsa, and queso at Mexican Food joints….or at home…MY BIGGEST downfall is this when I go out to eat…..Usually I am pretty good at giving something up and keeping it up AFTER LENT…but we’ll see about this one….Buena suerte….Please…comment back and share what YOU are giving up for lent this year…

In your face US of A – Gracias a Marti……

Posted on February 21st, 2007 in Intro to MODL 5304 by amylittlemac

 Jose Marti…..wow…what a powerful writer…what evocation of emotion. I actually remember reading about Jose Marti in undergrad, not really ever knowing who he was, what he stood for, or even what he had to say….I think I was too busy translating the text (since my second language is obviously Spanish…) and not ever really grasping what he had to say.

Our America by Jose Marti: Writings on Latin America and the Struggle for Cuban Independence stirred emotion in me as I read even in the first paragraph. “The conceited villager believes the entire world to be his village.” The first thing I thought of was the United States of America. How sad that this great country that I love so much could be the first thing that came to mind while reading this.

Upon researching a bit more about Marti, his life, and in general the modernismo movement in Latin America, I was moved to read that Marti had great admiration for the United States, but feared its power and rein on Latin American republics, especially Cuba. Reading that first sentence in Nuestra America proves his point to that sentiment.

The second thing that I noticed upon reading Marti was his rich, vibrant language of desription of everything. His prose is beautiful and stunning at just the right time.

“Oh Libery, never stain your white robes, so that the newborn will not fear you! You do well, Poet of the falls, to dare to be free in an age of pretentious slaves, for men are so accustomed to slavery that when they have ceased to be slaves of the monarchy, they are no beginning, with greater humiliation, to be slaves of Liberty!” (326-327)

Jose is a man that knows exactly how to put it “in your face”. He is so eloquent in his speech, its as if the person, institution, or even entire nation does not realize that they had been insulted. Although I have not gotten through all the Marti readings, nor really tied the whole modernismo thing into it yet, I have really, really enjoyed reading his writing in Nuestra America. It almost makes me want to revitalize his movement and say “DOWN WITH THE MONARCHY!”….even though we don’t live in a monarchy….there are definitely “kings” and “nobles” here in our USA…..and after a time…us “slaves” needs to stand up and say-No MORE! (and here I reference us to being slaves of commercialism, materialism, and basic aquiescence to all things in America).